“…a far safer term for us to use.”
Illness, malady, sickness
When Bill W. wrote AA’s book in 1938, his understanding of the drinking came from Dr. William D. Silkworth, who had told him it was an illness, not a failure of will. (The papers, in The Little Doctor, tells the doctor’s side.) The book that came out in April 1939 calls it an illness, a malady, a sickness. In the chapters Bill wrote, the word “disease” turns up once, and not about drinking: resentment, “How It Works” says, is where “all forms of spiritual disease” begin.
The Journal of the American Medical Association wasn’t persuaded. That October it called the book “in no sense a scientific book.” Bill went on choosing his words. Speaking to the Medical Society of the State of New York in May 1944, he called alcoholism “a complex malady,” and to the psychiatrists in 1949, the “fatal malady.” AA’s new magazine gave its front page to the other word. The Grapevine’s first issue, in June 1944, carried two Yale scientists under the headline “Two Yale Savants Stress Alcoholism as True Disease.”
In April 1960 Bill spoke in New York to the National Clergy Conference on Alcoholism, a yearly meeting on alcoholism for priests. When he finished, a priest the printed record calls Father X. asked whether, in leaving out the word “disease,” he had meant a distinction between disease and sickness. As the conference’s synopsis gives his answer, AAs had never called alcoholism a disease because “technically speaking, it is not a disease entity,” any more than there is one heart disease rather than many heart ailments. AA had not wanted to “get in wrong with the medical profession.” So it had always said illness or malady, “a far safer term for us to use.”
He hadn’t always kept to it himself. A month before, writing in the Grapevine, he remembered Dr. Silkworth telling him and Lois what “the disease of alcoholism” actually is.
It’s April 1960, at a conference on alcoholism for the clergy, in New York. Bill W. has just finished his talk, and a priest has a question. In the whole talk, Bill never once said the word disease. Did he mean to draw a line between disease and sickness?
AA, Bill answered, had never called alcoholism a disease. Strictly speaking, it wasn’t one disease, any more than heart trouble is one disease. And AA hadn’t wanted to get in wrong with the doctors. So it called it an illness, or a malady. That, he said, was a far safer term.
AA’s own book bears him out. Its chapters, written twenty years before, call the drinking an illness, a malady, a sickness. The word disease turns up just once, and that one is a spiritual disease.