“Up to the age of 21 my spirituality, my religion, my faith was a comfortable, unchallenged nursery habit.”
The long way round
The Jesuits train their men slowly. Ed Dowling entered St. Stanislaus Seminary at Florissant, outside St. Louis, in 1919, for two years as a novice, and in the second of them, about 1920, his faith came apart. It took him about two years to work through, Glenn C. writes.
Sometime in his seminary years, walking along the Missouri River, he felt a pain in one of his legs. It was the start of a severe, crippling arthritis, centered in his back, that was never cured; walking was one of the things that hurt most. When he reached thirty, he said, his spine would “turn to stone.” Glenn C. can date its start only to somewhere between about 1920 and 1928. In time he walked with a cane.
He studied philosophy at Saint Louis University, taking his bachelor’s degree in 1924 and a master’s in 1925, then taught at Loyola Academy, the Jesuit high school on Chicago’s North Side, from 1926 to 1929, and made friends there for life. In 1929 he went to St. Mary’s College in Kansas for theology, and in his second year he failed his Latin oral exam. The question was whether angels have bodies.
He was ordained a priest in St. Louis on June 25, 1931, by Archbishop John J. Glennon, at thirty-two. The next year the Jesuits sent him to the central office of the Sodality of Our Lady, a Catholic devotional society for students, to help edit its magazine, The Queen’s Work. He stayed there the rest of his life. In 1936 he took his final vows. The stages, and where each setback fell, are laid out in Seventeen years.
It’s 1919, at the Jesuit novitiate in Florissant, Missouri. Ed Dowling is twenty-one, and before long the faith he grew up with, a comfortable nursery habit as he’ll later call it, starts to come apart. It takes him about two years to work through.
On a walk along the Missouri River he feels a pain in his leg. It’s the beginning of an arthritis that settles in his back, and he says his spine will turn to stone by the time he’s thirty.
He studies philosophy in St. Louis, teaches boys in Chicago, and in Kansas he fails a Latin exam on whether angels have bodies.
In 1931 he’s ordained a priest. The next year the Jesuits give him a desk at a Catholic magazine in St. Louis called The Queen’s Work. He’ll keep it for the rest of his life.