“I had sense enough never to go to the hospital if I had been drinking, and very seldom did I receive patients.”
Dry until four
Dr. Bob came to Akron in 1910 for a two-year internship at City Hospital. He was kept so busy, he said, that he hardly left the hospital, and he stayed out of trouble. In 1912 he opened an office downtown, and soon found that a couple of drinks eased his stomach trouble. “I was between Scylla and Charybdis now,” he wrote: if he didn’t drink, his stomach tortured him, and if he did, his nerves did.
He dried out in local sanitariums at least a dozen times. Early in 1914 his father sent a doctor from Vermont to bring him home, and four months later he came back to Akron sober. In January 1915 he married Anne Ripley, and they moved into a new house at 855 Ardmore Avenue. For three years he stayed sober, and they were happy.
Then the country went dry. “I felt quite safe,” he said: whatever liquor people had stocked up would soon be gone. He hadn’t known that doctors could get almost unlimited alcohol for medicinal use. He wrote prescriptions to names picked at random from the phone book, and a bootlegger delivered the rest.
He built a routine around the secret. Heavy sedatives in the morning instead of a drink. Never the hospital after drinking. Dry until four o’clock, then home. His career even advanced: in 1929 he began to specialize as a rectal surgeon. “It was really a horrible nightmare,” he wrote, “this earning money, getting liquor, smuggling it home, getting drunk, morning jitters…”
By 1933 the Depression had idled Akron’s rubber factories, and his practice had all but gone. The family lived on potato soup, and a mortgage moratorium saved the house. Anne and his office girl, Lily, lied to his patients. “Dad had almost no practice left,” his son remembered.
It’s four o’clock in the afternoon, in Akron, Ohio, in the 1920s. A surgeon closes his office for the day and heads home.
He hasn’t had a drink since last night. In the mornings he takes sedatives instead, heavy ones, to stop the shakes. He never goes to the hospital if he’s been drinking. That rule keeps his secret.
At home, his wife, Anne, searches his pockets when he walks in. It doesn’t matter. There’s a bottle in the coal bin, another in the clothes chute, another over the cellar beams. In winter there’s one in a fur-lined glove, tossed up onto the back porch after dark.
He called it a horrible nightmare: earn the money, buy the liquor, smuggle it home, get drunk, wake up shaking, take the pills, go earn more money.
It went on for seventeen years.