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Daily Reflections · November 26

The Hazards of Publicity

Today’s three sentences come from Bill W.’s essay on Tradition Eleven, and the man who wrote them knew the hazard from the inside.

Today’s reading

The reading for November 26 in Daily Reflections, AA’s book of short readings by members. Its passage comes from Twelve Steps and Twelve Traditions, page 181: three sentences in the middle of the essay on Tradition Eleven, on anonymity in the press, on the radio and in films.

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Themes and asks

  1. A face for the cause

    The passage aims its warning at AA’s own members, not at the public figures who stand for causes, whose place in the world it doesn’t dispute.

    • Whose face do you put on a cause you care about? What do you want from them?
    • If your story ran in the paper tomorrow, who would be hurt if you drank the day after?
  2. The old spotlight

    The member who wrote the reflection looks back on a drinking life spent wanting to be noticed, and calls that want dishonest even when it comes dressed as carrying the message.

    • What did you do for attention when you drank? Where does that habit still turn up?
    • When you tell your story, who is it for?
  3. Born promoters

    The essay gives the reason the danger is greater for alcoholics: by temperament, it says, the members had nearly all been promoters, and a fellowship made of promoters had to learn to hold itself back.

    • Where do you oversell: your plans, your progress, your program?
    • Is there something you’ve posted, or meant to, that puts you out in front?
  4. Let them see it

    The member would rather be AA’s evidence than its advertisement. The long form of Tradition Eleven leaves the recommending to AA’s friends.

    • Who noticed a change in you before you said a word about it?
    • What would someone who knew you drinking see in you now, without being told?

Behind the words

Bill the Broker

Today’s three sentences come from the middle of Bill W.’s essay on Tradition Eleven in the Twelve and Twelve, his book of essays on the Steps and Traditions, published in 1953. The essay begins by counting what publicity had done: half of AA’s members, it says, had been led in by the press, radio, films and television. Then it sets attraction against promotion, with two kinds of promotion everyone knew: a party that advertises its leaders, and a charity that puts every distinguished name it can get on its letterhead. Right after today’s lines comes the reason for holding back. By temperament, the essay says, nearly every one of them had been “an irrepressible promoter.”

Bill’s own name had been on such a letterhead. Marty M. opened her National Committee for Education on Alcoholism in October 1944, with Bill’s name and Dr. Bob S.’s on its letterhead, and she toured the country named in the papers as an AA member. Bill stood by her at first. To a member in Georgia who asked to do the same, he wrote that he still felt “it was right for her to do exactly as she did.” In 1946 the committee mailed an appeal for money on that letterhead, and some of it reached AA groups. Bill came round to cutting all ties, and within a year he and Dr. Bob had withdrawn. In 1948 he wrote that consenting to her break had “proved to be a mistake.”

By his own account, he had chased the spotlight himself. In the Grapevine for January 1955, in an article reprinted two years later in AA Comes of Age, he told how a famous ballplayer’s comeback in the press had given him ideas. Soon, he wrote, he was on the road handing out interviews and pictures; for two or three years, he guessed, he had been “A.A.’s number one anonymity breaker.” He remembered two-column spreads about “Bill the Broker,” with his full name and picture.

His biographers found otherwise. Pass It On, AA’s life of Bill, names the ballplayer as Rollie H., a catcher for the Cleveland Indians, whose story ran in May 1940. But Lois W.’s diary for that year has Bill outside New York and New Jersey only once, on a trip to Washington and Baltimore in April, and the breaks he did make, the book says, came two years later. Bill liked to make a point with a story, it says, and to cast himself as the bad example, “something he would not do to anyone else.”

In February 1954 he turned down an honorary Doctor of Laws from Yale, one of six degrees he declined, and asked those who knew of the offer not to talk about it. “I don’t want to capitalize on humility,” he said.

More on the anonymity breakers of the 1940s and the letters AA’s office sent the press: The short form, in Rule 62. Marty M.’s break, before and after: Something useful, in People Like You.

1940, told twice

The same few years, as Bill told them in 1955 and as Pass It On found them in 1984, on one line from 1940 to 1943. Bill gave no year; the ballplayer’s story ran in May 1940, Pass It On says, so his time on the road would start there. The lines are this page’s.

  1. As Bill told itthe Grapevine, January 1955

    • A ballplayer’s comeback in the papers gives Bill ideas.
    • Soon after, for two or three years, he is on the road, handing out interviews and pictures.
  2. As Pass It On found it1984, partly from Lois W.’s diary

    • April 1940: Bill’s one trip outside New York and New Jersey that year, to Washington and Baltimore.
    • May 1940: Rollie H.’s story runs, with his name and photographs.
    • About 1942: the breaks Bill did make, two years later.

Threads

Each one opens the calendar with its days lit up.

Sources
  • Twelve Steps and Twelve Traditions. AA Grapevine and Alcoholics Anonymous Publishing, 1953. The essay on Tradition Eleven, and its long form.
  • Alcoholics Anonymous Comes of Age. Alcoholics Anonymous Publishing, 1957. Appendix B, Bill W.’s “Why Alcoholics Anonymous Is Anonymous.”
  • The Language of the Heart. AA Grapevine, 1988. Bill W., “Why Alcoholics Anonymous Is Anonymous,” January 1955.
  • Pass It On. AA World Services, 1984. Chapters 13 (the ballplayer, and Lois W.’s diary for 1940) and 19 (Marty M.’s committee, Bill’s letters about her, and the Yale degree).
  • Daily Reflections. AA World Services, 1990. November 26 · aa.org

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Daily Reflections is AA’s book of readings for every day of the year, each written by a member about a favorite passage from AA’s literature. A Daily Reprieve gives each day questions to sit with and the story behind its words.